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If love is like heaven then why does it hurt like hell?* Hate is a demon that lives in us all. It preys on our vulnerability,our unwillingness to forgive. Forgiveness is the path to truefulfilment. If we choose not to accept defeat, The demon will take over and we will be truly dead. Empty hearts, shallow, misguided, without forgiveness we would befaceless.Yet there is enlightenment. Envy and anger help us deal with everydaylife. Without them we would be lost.We are all laced with hates demon solders. Which surface every sooften.But we are only human, there fore, All the emotions we feel shouldnot be bottled up, But set free and realized .Imagine your life without obsession and desire.It would be dull. We all need to long for things we can never have. It helps us appreciate the things we do have.Understanding dreams and fantasies as what they are, Softens the blowfrom the demon. Then we won't hurt so much when our dreams are shattered.Knowing that not all that glitters is gold, And that even our mostvivid fantasies may very well never be realized, Is our best defenceagainst total seizure of our lives by hate. She offers me her eternal kiss |
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Far away, long ago. Glowing dim as an ember. Things my heart used to know. Things it yearns to remember Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more. --Erica Jong My rage is buried deep along with my pain The sadness is hidden behind that smile I show Those tears are held back from the world to see My anger and sorrow I won't let you know My life is a burden given to me so everything I let you see it's all just an act it's not really me |
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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain When you want it It goes away too fast When you hate it It always seems to last But just remember when you think you're free The crack inside you fucking heart is me I wish I could sleep But I can't lay on my back Because ther's a knife For everyday that I've known you ! |